Saturday, July 9, 2011

HELP PLEASE RELATIONSHIP CRISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

Alright i have told ppl this b4 but now im just wording it different but when im not around my boyfriend i have second thougts about our relationship and everything i know i love him and want to spend the rest of my life wit him but i got into an altercation to where i kant speak to him for a while and me and him are still on good terms and when we are togther its like ive never even thought those krazy thoughts andright now its possible i kan be pregnat and thats all he talks about 'how are u feelin what goin on"and i know he a good dad and everything but i feel thats all he concentrates on and i feel that if i dont become pregnat he wont love me now i asked him the question b4 and he says he's there for me reguardless pregnat or not and im like okay and really my main thing is why do i feel like we shouldnt be together when im by myself i have no phone to talk to him right now and usually we would always have contacted and im not worried about it but now i kant talk to him and its like do i really love him ugh idk but he was goin to ask me to marry him during June and then marry me in febuary but i use to be up for it and now i just want to slow down idk i dont want these feeling i wish it was liek it was weeks ago kuz latley omg but i wanna slow down i dont want kids or to get married right now and thats what he really wants and idk about me any more im goin in another direction but i know once my phone is back those negative feelings will go away but i want to know why are these feelings komin now but once i get my phone back it will be like it was weeks ago kuz i always have contact but is this what some women go threw when there husband is in the war omg =( i dont like it help.....omg i love him but whats wrong with me??????????????

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